Okay,breaktime.

From thinking of the current petrol price,my road tax which is supposed to be renewed by 26th June,my work responsibility such as make good drinks,serve people with a nice sweet smile although they are annoying the hell out of you and pushing myself to have no short when i am the cashier plus no voids daily,how i am not working hard enough to exercise,how i am not even bothered signing up for a language course to further improve my language such as Mandarin and then take up Japanese.

Fine!i might sound damn stressed up like I'm pulling my hair off right now but i am not so don't worry!

Sometimes when i wake up i can't help but to wonder will i do the same old routine again?Will i have to do this for the rest of my life,work work and work.No doubt i have considered about studying like i told many close friends but i also doubted that will i stay committed till i finish the while 3 years to 5 years.

All of a sudden i really feel like a lost child last week,not till i realised i need to look forward not backward like i always do.I tend to always look back at happier and better times,who don't right?But i make myself believe that i must go back to those older days to be the same old me which is not true.

So i keep pushing myself to go to work and on a positive side i did learn a few things from this current job.And yes this is my first F&B job and I'm telling u its ain't easy at all!Long hours is not the only thing that is taking so much of me but serving people is one of the things that pisses me off.

Yes,they have very nice smelling donut and quite a few good drinks but working in a Indonesian company is different compared to other places I've used to work in.Sometimes i wonder why do i have to see the faces of the same race as my maids when i am having a bad day at work.

The not so great side of me is that i get mad at every single small matter.

Working with Indonesian also made me realised how unfair for me to judge them the way i did last time.Well i ain't all studious but I'm glad i can help those in need and currently i am a proud english teacher!Laugh all u want but i am going to type it out for all to see!

Since now i spend alot of days wearing a cap and the apron which i use to hate so much.After all,cap don't seem so bad except when u often wear it and don't get it wash!Oops did i just spilled out my secret?Don't know.:p

Its soon to be 17th of june,so looks like try again next time around for other vacancies.

So thats all for now.Got to run,okay more like run out of things to write so bye!