Action speakers louder than words.

I gave up on someone that would probably have everything i look for in a relationship except for one smallest yet important value.

I do not know will anyone come up to be like that person but God has plans for me.

Another step of Faith.

Same ringtone?

I am so tired.

Just leave me hanging alone please?

E crazy plan inside of me.

I am going to plan it properly for my future. Get a paper and move on to a better me that i use to be moving towards.

I want to achieve something in my life and i cannot just sit down if i really want a brighter future for myself.

If that's going to take i am willing to go. Because i have wasted almost 2 years and if i continue to wait i will only will be going nowhere.

My heart aches each time i think to myself how other friends are long gone ahead of me in terms of the studies and yet here i am still stuck not even with a college paper.

Gosh its one part of my failure , my personal thinking. No doubt i earn much more than a graduate but the sense of achievement will never be there.

Good friends ask me , how long are u going to be in a contact centre? Yes the company itself its growing but will they need me when i am old and grey?

Sort of benefits are much little compared to many other place where people having a degree.

Wake up Sara. How long more are u going to hesitate and doubt yourself when God has already made a way for u.

Just need to find my way there. Pray for me.

Rappid movement.

It has been stuck with me the bitter laughters. But i cannot seem to shake it all away and it comes back.

I read a very touching story today that made me realise there is so much more i got to learn if i want to start being in a true relationship with the man of my life and it has to be a Man of God's.

I do not know what will happen and even if i were to be single , i would still praise HIM for all the love He has pour me with.

Not all my past experience was good but i thank u for every lesson i have learned and indeed He was right, i am not ready for any relationship.

There is so muhc romours about me at work. It will either kill me or make me stronger. I choice to make me stronger.

Even when i am feeling so much pain and wounds inside of me i choose to stay by the only LOVE i have which is u ,GOD.

I give u praise for all U have done for me,doing and will do in the future.

I love this sentence from the Koream Drama.

So are u trying to tell me that it is "TALENT when u are poor and LUCK when u are rich"?

I so want to grab hold of the show what happened in Bali.

Saturday.

I hate working earli shift cause it makes me wanting to take mc.

Shhs. I am only human although i am supervisor.

But i nvr end up on mc.

Fight till e end. 0.O"

Ahead of time.

After a long time here i am again, writing in my blog which i never thought i would.

I got 3 bookings to travel in 2010. Bali, Bangkok and Bandung. Just realise its all staring from the letter "B". I am still thinking whether to go for South Africa for 18 days with nature,Mel for skiing and United Kingdom for just plain budget holiday.

I guess i will not decide for now.

Working early these days also means sleeping early which at times i just can't fall asleep then next day contact lens just refuses to go in.

I hate only having a Desktop and everyone at home has to share it and cause arguments. Saving up to get a laptop which i never fancy but useful at times and troublesome carrying it around.

Till the next time people.