chinese name.

i cant believe my eyes when i saw the email,for that now i love my chinese name as thats what appeared on the top of the email!

i like my chinese name even when its so common,it fact my whole name is common.

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anyways i cant stop thanking Him whom lead me to the courage to even go the webside and i had this sudden burning courage to filled up all the details,created my profile and submitted my application!Thank U Lord!

"everything i wanted i count it as lost with out,Lord bring me to my knees"

i have been recently not believing in my self,i lost the trust for myself somehow.i dont know what i was living for each day.

the only thing i remember asking myself is what are u good for?

i want to thank these few special people which is very significant to me for their heart to care,ears o hear me,eyes to look at me for i know from their eyes they love me the same way i love them,their smile,warmness and etc.

first would be,U Lord.U know my name,u know my every thoughts,u see each tears that fall and hears me when i call.Lord so often i failed u but U never stop loving me.For u are able and i am not.For U are strong and im weak.

second,my mum.i was so freaking nervous when i went to tell her abt it.im glad she supported me somehow.the road trip to pj on merdeka eve was all worth it!mum i love u so very much.(:

third,my dad which i just told him abt it 10 minutes ago and as usual he acted cool and was half way preparing dinner.He has been the greatest dad despite the things we argue abt.

fourth,(im sorry g8 girls) would be leow mei lin.thank you for listening to my thoughts(even i know at times i get a little bossy around huh?) ps:dont hate me k?i treasured the night we had the conversation!my goodness i thank you for it!

fifth,mei yih for always being there lately cheering me up,praying for me and hear my inner thoughts that i wish i can just get it all away.

and lastly to those i have shared my thoughts with,i love u all for all the things we shared.

thanks for helping me in this walk of mine.(:

fyi not sleeping the whole night then driving the next day without cleansing the contact lense isnt a good idea.tracy im glad i made it back home after sending u back to putra heights.too many meals a day is killing me!

i meet up with some secondary friend.they hair style seems to be the only different obvious thing abt them.

i got to go for dinner,dad is bugging me.

thank u all so much,even if i didnt make it ill still happy for i been given the chance!im believing the promise i have in Him.